Forgive Myself - Shaylen Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Don't know how to love myself
Don't know how to love myself
Without somebody laying in my bed
Don't know how to be alone
Don't know how to be alone
Without the thought of crawling out my skin

[Pre-Chorus]
Can't take the advice that I'm given
I throw it away, never listen
Pissing off all of my friends
All of my friends, all of my friends
I need to make better decisions
I hate the way that I'm living
So I'm gonna try this again
Try it again, try it again

[Chorus]
I'm slowly learning to forgive myself
Feel like a psycho living in this hell
Don't owe nobody nothing
I won't leave this apartment
Till I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there
I'm learning to forgive myself
[Verse 2]
I know it's gonna take some time
It don't happen overnight
Beautiful messes rarely ever do
They tell me to breathe in
But then I can't breathe out
I just wanna be somebody who makes somebody proud

[Pre-Chorus]
Can't take the advice that I'm given
I throw it away, never listen
Pissing off all of my friends
All of my friends, all of my friends
I need to make better decisions
I hate the way that I'm living
So I'm gonna try this again
Try it again, try it again

[Chorus]
I'm slowly learning to forgive myself
Feel like a psycho living in this hell
Don't owe nobody nothing
I won't leave this apartment
Till I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there
I'm learning to forgive myself
I'm learning to forgive myself
[Bridge]
I ain't flawless
Yeah, I got a long list
But crying on bathroom floors
Ain't working for me no more
So I count my losses
Pack 'em up in boxes
To people I hurt before

[Chorus]
I'm slowly learning to forgive myself
Feel like a psycho living in this hell
Don't owe nobody nothing
I won't leave this apartment
Till I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there
I'm learning to forgive myself
I'm learning to forgive myself
I'm learning to forgive myself

[Outro]
I'm slowly learning to forgive myself